3 huge fears of mine:
1. Spiders-I can't stand them. I can't even kill them, they scare me that badly. I don't know where I began fearing spiders like I do, but the fear is huge! Their eight legs are disgusting and the way they move just grosses me out. I can't stand them! Uck!
2. Cancer-I have a huge fear of either myself dying of cancer or my kids or husband dying of cancer. I also can't stand hearing of a family or friend being diagnosed with this disease. I HATE this sickness. I wish it would all go away. I don't know why I fear it exactly, but I see it happening all around me. Everything we eat, use, and put on our bodies seems to be linked to the disease and I just can't possibly keep up which scares me.
3. Missing possibilities placed in front of me- I have always been scared that God will place an opportunity in front of me and I will be to self absorbed to see it. I don't want to miss a chance he is giving me to be who He wants me to be or who He wants me to serve. I am afraid if I miss these things, He will not love me anymore. While I know that is not the God I believe in, I do consider myself unworthy of His love all the time.
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